the game of love.

i dont get it. 

please, someone explain this to me. 

why must we fight for what we want?

play games for the ones we desire?

why must we play hard to get?

act as though we aren't interested but secretly, wishing to fall in love?

why cant we let love just, happen?

how can people be shallow and hurtful, ruining innocent souls and teaching them how to lose trust?

why are people so blind?

you can be sitting right next to someone, hopelessly swoon for someone, 

but you know they will never share your heart.

why is it so hard to say, 

"hey. um. lets be real here. i adore you. lets be in love"

oh waaaait...i forgot. love takes time. 

love isn't easy. 

if its true love, love isn't as perfect as a fairytale, right?

psh. what fairytales are you watching?! 

im sitting in my own self-written one right now :) <3

done dun did it again.

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

done dun did it again.

another wedding. another success. another great sister-in-law. 

another moment that i will forever fight to keep in my memory forever.

today has been a brilliant day. it started with him, and ended with him. 

am i happy? 

no.

i am ecstatic.  

who knew this would all come back?

i like weddings.

they bring attractive boys that dance with me.

(did i just say that?)

hooray for moments that take your breath away....i'd like to not breathe for a bit...if only i could live in that moment just a little longer :) 

a glimpse of future, a touch of fun

oh golly boy...do you not see what you have done?

happy giggles and long embraces

just make me block out all the other faces. 

 focused on music, based on friendship

oh me oh my....have i but failed to mention?

you are the light that shines in my cave,

so camp out with me~so long as you behave...

best friends now, best friends for eternity,

just so long as your feelings dont quit cold turkey.

yup. just wrote that just now. i will be famous someday for my horrid poem writing skills. :D

happiness. who could live without it. especially with a name like his. <3

take luck.

welcome to march. the season when everyone "supposedly" becomes more lucky....so far i have already accomplished to

• trip on everything (including the air) ...more than i often do.
• get sick with a nasty cough
• rip a GINORMOUS hole in my new black skinny jeans
• receive another student for piano lessons... ',:o
• allow my brother to marry an amazing girl :)

yep. im a lucky one. 

actually, im strange when it comes to luck. i dont believe in it. mostly cuz i've never had much of it! but just because you have bad luck-does not mean that you do not have good memories. <3