a little piece of a reality check.

today was an interesting day, a best friend of mine discovered a taste of the stress i feel as a senior...but when i tried to discuss it...the subject was changed. i know it wasnt thier fault, but it ruined my day! later, in my choir class all i could think to myself was how badly i wanted anyone to notice that my day was just not going the way a good day should!

but.

as hard as a horse kicks, the thought popped into my head, "hey big whiny pants! stop complaining! you got a happy life. you are HAPPY where you are! dont let all these little things pile up and ruin your day!" 

then the bell rang.

its always the small things that get you down...but. 

simple things like... 

the smell of your dream car as you drive it home 

or a favorite song on the radio playing

or a gust of wind when suffering with what feels like heat stroke... :)

its those simple moments, the ones when you are overwhelmed with joy for something completely insignificant, those i could live my whole life sweltering in happiness for. <3