happiness.

so...i went on vacation to utah last week for thanksgiving break and realized how much i love my friends at home. i thought all about what it would be like if i had never had them in my life and how grateful for them i was. there has been so much going through my mind lately and life has been taking its crazy, spontaneous curls and all these little invisible walls keep smaking me in the face..watch out for those p.s. (they arent easily seen..heh) but i came to this solution:

friends are one of gods greatest gift :)

they may not always be around or have the time to tell you they love you,
but...

a BEST FRIEND loves you no matter what.

when i got home, my bestie poo sent me a message telling me he missed me...
and it just makes me want to scream thanks 
to my god for helping me to find someone 
as grand as holden.
ya. 
anyone can be jealous that that spaz of happiness, is one of my favorite best friends.

oh the feeling of being missed.

what could be better? 

i freaking love life right this second. :) <3