lazy daisys

leaving the past

"LEAVING THE PAST, TO THE PAST, AND MOVE ON

I THOUGHT I COULD NEVER DO IT

I THOUGHT MY WORLD WILL STOP TURNING

I THOUGHT MY WORLD WILL COME TO AN END

I WAS LOCKED IN MY MISERY GAZING AT MY DOOM

THINKING AND FEELING ONLY OF MY PAIN

I WAS IN UTTER DISTRACTION COVERING MY PAIN

I WAS KILLING TIME AND SPENDING MONEY

GOING TO DIFFERENT PLACES AND BE WITH ANYONE

I WAS LAUGHING AND DANCING MY LIFE AWAY

EVERYTHING WAS TEARING ME UP INSIDE

NO ONE SEES AND TAKES NOTICE OF ME

I WAS COMPLETELY LOST IN MY MISERY

ONLY I CAN CHANGE, ONLY I CAN STOP MYSELF

I CAN STAY OR I CAN TAKE A STEP AND MOVE ON"

-Reel Wander <3

its times like this, a girl could use......her best friend.

its very hot,

very short,

and sometimes..it can be a very big reality check.

i feel kinda jipped because my friends haven't been calling me-its mostly just been me to them.


but hey. at least someones doing it...right?


lately ive been missing my best friend on his mission very much.
he is an amazing kid and we have gone through a TON together, despite the fact that he has always lived in utah...and i have always lived in arizona...thank goodness efy! he was the best thing that ever came to me through ALL the Especially For Youth camps..


in his last letter to me he asked me to read a talk by president monson and i found possibly the GREATEST quote..

" True love can alter human lives and change human nature."

how true this statement is. 
and how selfish i have felt for getting upset with people over the simplest things. 
never forget to make sure that those you love, KNOW that you love them.


you never know how much a simple
"i love you"
can change 1 person.
...or quite possibly just human nature as well.
<3

"turn a negative to a positive"

"you have options. 

you can either continue to be miserable or you can just stop being 

angry at everyone and accept the way things are. 

allow yourself to live."

-ghost town <3

cloud watching.

"we all see the same sky. 

even you.

 it’s what we see in the sky that makes us different." <3

perspective

"life is the ability to feel so happy, you think your insides are going to explode. 

it's being so upset or disappointed, you feel as if your stomach just dropped ten feet out of place.

it's running so hard, you can barely breathe.

it's the feeling of panic when you know you've been caught doing something wrong. 

it's having that sudden rush before you kiss someone you care about. 

it's opening your eyes and feeling them sting because you spent the whole night crying. 

it's letting people go because new ones come in, and all the while 

realizing that life doesn't have a purpose 

unless you let it." <3

its all about the timing.

mixed feelings.

"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."
Maya Angelou

talentically passionate.